Monday, October 26, 2009,9:04 pm
nice week
tue - had econs in ze morning. den did some maths with Wanru before going for lit. haha Virgilio is damn funny. den aft tt went back home for a kip before meeting Wanru again for more maths! yea did maths frm abt 5.30 to 8+
wed - maths mock paper 1! always careless during complex number qn. tsk. also had interview...hope i can get in, it looks good on my cv, plus it'll be good experience. and if i don get in, well at least i tried
thu - lit unseen mock! damn the time la. still had one more point plus conclusion to go. grrr
fri - went to watch the blue mansion with Christella at jp. since stupid lot 1 and causeway point don have. bla. quite intriguing...also didnt know Adrian Pang could be so vulgar haha. although some idiot jj girls behind were effing irritating. dolts. den had econs tuition before blasting radio in the bus home
sat - went out to study with Leen! initially planned to go limbang, but den missed the 302 bus. and since the 67 bus came next, we decided to go kap. but den there was a huge jam along the road that 67, 190, 188, 187, 180 etc take. so decided to get off, take lrt back from phoenix to cck, and finally 302 to limbang! nice one eh. also saw Chris, Weehow and Berhan there haha. pj gathering. so for the 3.5 hours i was there, i think i only did 2 hours' worth of studying? nicer one. after tt went to moonshine i mean sunshine place with Leen for dinner before waiting for 172 home. bla the time spent waiting for 172 and bussing home was practically the same if i had walked home straight from sunshine. nicest one
sun - church, lunch, sleep, before the big one! but damn sad. anyway i have 6 days to get it out of my system. plus theres a match coming up against blackburn: a chance for instant redemption! woots
mon - gp, didnt feel like going for chem, prob going to read some chem notes ltr
tue - army checkup at alexandra tmr! hope i can finally get my stupid PES and the stupid enlistment letter. if i don get posted to tekong...*punches fist*
wed - maths mock paper 2! and enough of looking ahead to the future
also submitted the form for moe's teaching assistance programme haha. since ill prob get enlisted in april, i shld be able to go...if i can get in
cheer up k Brena? have faith in urself. i have no doubts tt you'll do well for the "A"s and be one of those going up on stage next year
Monday, October 19, 2009,11:49 am
interesting week
mon - thu: routine. also played some chinese chess
fri: fun ! haha. tutorials as usual in the first half, before the farewell assembly. was okok la. the real fun part was after the celebrations had officially ended, cos me class went photo crazy! hahas. thx to those who took pics with me as well ^^^^ pics can be seen on facebook. also thx to Christella for the memorabilium ^^ don't worry mate, I'll miss you loads too D= but we'll always keep in touch ya? =D
aft tt chionged home, before chionging back out to boon lay to meet the lit guys (and some non-lit guys) to kick a ball around at fico. damn you Christopher, will you stop ramming me there??? i want to have children you know. plus it was also the first time in a long time tt i didnt score =((( my excuse is tt i was mostly defending and goalkeeping instead of attacking. who says Ronaldo can't defend? haha. nah it was more Casillas and Sergio Ramos than Ronaldo. although i did score a penalty against Damien heh
den nabbed mcspicy for dinner (as usual) before watching SAF beat longkang i mean sengkang to win the s league for the 4th year in a row. cheers
sat - the hot weather totally sucked. anyway went to taka for dinner. the sausage and bacon rocks man. den went to kino; wanted to nab the Man Utd nov 2009 magazine, as well as the 2010 annual, but don't have! =( more likely tt the stock hasnt come in yet, rather than out of stock. maybe i'll try again in a few weeks' time. anyway nabbed
The Unspoken by Thomas Fahy, which i finished by sun night. quite an interesting read. then watched both loserpool and girls name lose, while Man Utd beat bolton nomads! happy days
sun - church was interesting, esp the homily by a Belgian missionary. then went to kino again, this time to nab the Cristiano Ronaldo biography haha. den had kfc for dinner, before reading some econs, before watching the Brazilian GP! congrats to Button for winning. bring on next season, eh? hopefully Vettel will win it then
mon - gonna do econs ltr, maybe some lit and chem as well. cos i don really need to worry about maths or gp
also read this article:
http://www.bellaonline.com/articles/art20509.asp really good read. it shows just how invaluable being given a second, third or even fourth chance is. life's truly what you make of it
also feel like getting
No Time for Goodbye by Linwood Barclay haha. i just read the blurb and the first few pages, and now im dying to read it lol
finally, thx to those who replied my sms!!! wishing you all the best for A levels, and hope that you get into the university and course of your choice(s). may you have rewarding and fulfilling lives =)))
Thursday, October 15, 2009,10:20 pm
This post has been censored because it contains too many vulgarities and other forms of colourful language, and since I don't want to be seen as some sort of uncouth, callous delinquent, I'm not going to use any expletives here. Just know that many people have pissed yours truly off, three in particular. So to those three, please fuck off and die. Oops, I just used a vulgarity. Awww.
Sunday, October 11, 2009,3:43 pm
interesting week
mon - crapped around as usual. hahas. after tt went to hospital for nose surgery. extreme makeover
tue - cant rmb much. anyway walked to lot 1 with Sheena sweetie after lit remedial x)
wed - maths, followed by gp, where we did a full paper 2! hopefully my aq is better. then after tt lunched with Christella at kfc before going home to nap before train-ing down to toa payoh for me maternal grandmother's birthday at safra toa payoh. yea me and Nick were crapping around e whole time, esp about football and army hahassss. den went back home via the pie, bke and kje
thu - fun day. maybe i shld get rectangular spectacles like Hannah's xp
fri - as usual. aft tt craped around with Chris during econs haha. i feel like getting a blue honda next time. assembly was... den after tt bussed to cck int with Brenana. and den i watched Power Rangers the movie =DDD haha brings back so many memories. ahhh those were the days, when life was all about watching them on tv and playing with my megazords ^^^^
sat - did chem and maths, before football!!! yea watched internationals frm 11 to 2
sun - prob going to do econs later. dum dum
and im off to play with my zords now! go go power rangers lalala
Maybe in the future. Maybe this is His way of teaching patience and perseverance. The faith and belief that one day everything will be right again, that life will finally have a meaning, a purpose, a reason to wake up and embrace a brand new day, an appreciation of life and all the wondrous things that come with it
Tuesday, October 06, 2009,5:19 pm
He looked at the guy in the mirror. "Hello, loser," he greeted.Ring ring. ~Cupid called. He wants his arrow back~Here. Take it. It's all yours. Don't bother coming to me with it again. Or ever.
The darkness. So welcoming. So tantalising. A place where he could go to and rage at the unfairness of it all. About how life would never be anything more than a sanctuary of torture, or misery, of all the despair and hopelessness melded with hatred and, ultimately, resignation.
The heart continues beating. Whatever for? Every second a regret, every breath an unconscious rebellion against death.Burn. Burn, like the furnace that is your mental state of being. Burn like the inferno that will eventually swallow everything in its path, once proud monuments reduced to nothing more than cinders, ashes, crisps. Stark reminders of the superficiality of it all.Burn like the fever which threatens to do your head in. The supernova of flames that cause permanent disfigurement, reduced to a state beyond repair. Like your consciousness.And then...
Salvation? Delight discovered in despair? Freedom mired in captivity? Love finally and forever blooming from within the clouds of hatred?I wish.
Hope is futile. Just like you.
Saturday, October 03, 2009,4:35 pm
interesting week
sun - cant rmb wad happened in e morning and afternoon. den at night watched singapore grand prix, with pizza hut delivery! delicious
mon - chi b oral in e afternoon. screwed man. den aft tt met the s13 guys bar Sam at jurong east before training down to city hall for class gathering. had seoul garden for dinner. me and QX got damn high on the chocolate hahas. sumptious. i can still taste it now. den aft tt went to swensens for ice cream cake, before watching phobia 2. weird movie imo. left early with Fab and others to avoid missing e last train (sounds a much better reason than saying we were scared ~_-)
tue - went to hospital for checkup. mmhmm
wed - got back gp and maths prelims! did okok for gp ba. i was aiming for A, as well as >40 marks for essay =( ah well. better to miss out on prelims and achieve it during A levels, than the other way ard. also below expectations for maths. thx a lot, paper 2
thu - fun? lol. got back chem. i improved frm mid years by 2 marks!!! from 38 to 40!!! woohoo. now to improve by least 20 marks for A levels. den crapped around with Hannah montana and Sheena sweetie during lit before maths. den had extra econs lecture. lol me and HK were more interested in the champions league reports. btw,
that's why Ronaldo is a better player than Messi, the only bra-celona player i don hate
fri - sian. anyway "assembly" in lt4 was fun haha. i have been inspired and touched by the Olympian tales of triumph over adversity, of fortitude and perseverance in the face of hopelessness and despair. plus its fun crapping with Jonus XD
sat - did a level h1 maths just now. managed to finish it within three hours, which is excellent considering tt those 3 hrs included going to the toilet and changing the songs on my ipod. prob going to do econs ltr, before watching Man Utd thrash moonderland! woots
and it feels good to help those who are not as privileged as you, even if its something as tiny as telling a visually-impaired person that the bus is here and when to turn right, turn left etc. you have to feel for these ppl: they are visually-impaired, hearing-impaired, have only one arm or leg etc and probably feel like outcasts or stereotyped against. i dont see why we should treat these people any differently. they are our fellow human beings, after all. even simple little gestures like these can make a world of a difference, and if anything can put a smile on their faces it's priceless.
and ive suffered enough. thank God for the church bulletin a couple of weeks ago, which has been invaluable. knowing God has always been, and will always be there regardless of literally anything makes getting out of bed everyday worthwhile and with belief that the positives will eventually trump the negatives
