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Friday, August 28, 2009,11:41 pm

eventful week

last sat: yea after posting the post that you can see below this one, me went down to epicentre at wheelock place. nabbed iPod touch 8GB. woohoo sayonara ipod video. u've done me well for the last three years. and i shld have gotten the sennheiser earphones as well -.- grrr. and the ipod touch's touchscreen capabilities have given me one regret: i shld have gotten iphone 3gs instead of lg arena!!!!!!!! the freaking arena is super lag compared to ipod/iphone, and i always press the wrong letter on the arena's qwerty keypad, smt tt rarely happens on the ipod touch. gah.. plus the arena doesnt vibrate when u receive an sms -___- ah well. several more reasons not to miss it when i go army, i guess

although i had two very good reasons nt to get iphone:
1) so many ppl have it. and i usually prefer to stand out frm the crowd, not go along with it
2) the price and contract plans are retarded. lets see: $548 for iphone 3gs 16GB with iflexi lite ($39 a month). come on singtel, i don have that amount of dough

sun: watched Man Utd thrash wigan 5-0!!! woots. also saw Michael Owen's first Man Utd goal, and Rooney's 100th and 101st. heres to many more, esp against ass-enal tmr

mon: wth happened in sch? forgot. anw lit was fun. den aft sch went to hospital, as i had to give birth. ouch

tue: wth happened in sch? forgot. did a mock gp essay. den aft tt had some talk by some commissioner, head of interpol. respect, man. now im considering ditching army for police -.- anyway its all up to mindef where they wan to post me for ns, innit?

wed: wth happened in sch? forg...oh no wait, i remember. maths in e morning, played footy during pe, assembly, before the most fun aspect of the day: mock maths exam!!! yea. after marking it today i managed to get 72/100. encouraging signs. and screw you, complex numbers. ur denying me my 80+ marks

thu: wth happened...ok, im sick of typing tt. stayed back for maths-cum-chem coe with the usual s07 ppl until 8+, before being chased out. come on, im trying to get my A grades here!

fri: wth happened - oi! it happened today lah. yea thx Mr Hou for e mango madness haha. den had mock gp paper 2 before some maths before tuition before nabbing my traditional weekly mcspicy. sumptious

cambodia here i come!!!

wonder about NaOH and HCl becoming NaCl and H2O. need to calculate the ΔH of combustion and ΔH of formation. to someone, u shld noe wad im talking abt...

yea and i wanna mug with Leen during sep hols. rawrrr

Saturday, August 22, 2009,1:17 pm

21 Guns
Green Day

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating
Does the pain weigh out the pride
And you look for a place to hide
Did someone break your heart inside
You're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you've lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and the home
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

love this song. great lyrics, great guitars, great message

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interesting days eh.

wed - maths test. total mental block!!! aaaahhhhh! screw this. den had pe, 0.5 hours of assembly, ct and mock lit exam

thu - fuck you man. who the fuck do you think you are. anyway, so there i was planning to go home after lessons ended at 4. but see i so nice, stay back for coe until 8 lol. yea so "studied" with Brena, Huifang and Daren. maybe i shld start going for coe more often

fri - school as usual. den bussed down to coronation plaza with bcjy for econs. also thx to her parents for the lift home =)

yea and im now in a stay-at-home-and-study-for-prelims-and-A-levels mood. so why the hell do we still need to go to school? gah

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yea. as mentioned in my previous post, ive had a (so-called) revelation, epiphany, a point on which an entire fate will be decided. that sounded so poser. anyway, ive decided im sick of always feeling sorry for myself, that life isn't worth living, that death is much better, and all that bullshit. i mean, im only 18. i still have my whole life ahead of me, a life that is too short to dwell on past mistakes and regrets, to mope and gripe about what i do not have. it's not like im disabled, have some disease or syndrome. i have a wonderful, stable family, a good home, a hell lot of luxuries, close friends that i can trust and hang out with. as written on one of my t-shirts (thx, IP Zone. lol) : every day that you live is a special occasion. and i agree. go out there, embrace the warmth and glow of the sun, the smell of the grass, the wondrous sights we have been blessed with.

im not going to let one little setback or obstacle prevent me from enjoying my life. I am in charge of my own destiny, no one else (maybe except God. heehee).

and speaking of God: i can never thank Him enough, for all the countless blessings that He has bestowed upon me, even though i don't deserve a single one of them. of course, instead of being thankful for what i have, i always request for what i do not have. it's human nature to be greedy. but with God's guidance, i hope to make all the right decisions and choices, and be able to have the strength to accept His decision. after all, He knows what's best for us.

thx to everyone who's stood by me through the shit times, who put up with all my nonsense, and still remain there for me to seek solace and comfort in. i am truly grateful.

Live life to the fullest. Enjoy as much of it as you can. to reiterate: life's too short to dwell about the negative things, the sorrows, the heartaches, the pains, the...be optimistic. be strong, embrace each new day with good cheer. For we are only as happy as we make ourselves to be. The cup shall be half-full, no longer half-empty.

Always remember
to forget
the things that made you sad;
But never forget
to remember
the things that made you glad.
-Elbert Hubbard

Tuesday, August 18, 2009,5:58 pm

A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain.
-Abraham Cowley

Unrequited love's a bore
And I've got it pretty bad
But for someone you adore
It's a pleasure to be sad.
-Glad to Be Unhappy

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interesting days. i think i have had a sort of revelation, epiphany, whatever.

also interesting chats with Quanxiang and Ms Lee...haha thx to both. esp the latter...changed a few outlooks and paradigms. its good to have someone you can trust

and Tin...you better not be crapping ard...

Sunday, August 16, 2009,6:35 pm

interesting days. and blogger is screwed again

fri - nth much. gp lesson was very interesting...den had gp mock exam frm 4.30-6 before chionging down for econs tuition. eee Brena y u nvr come =(

sat - had lit in e morning, before heading down to lot 1 to nab me new phone! yea after reading all the reviews, i made the vital, life-altering choice to go for lg arena instead of blackberry storm (because singapore being singapore, the stupid blackberry tour hasnt been released here yet -.-)

and then the most important day of the year: English Premier League resumed!!! yea so i was stoning in front of the tube frm 7.30 to 1.30. ah. havent done tt for more than 3 months

today - Happy Birthday! yea thx to all the girls who wished me =D and now im waiting for Man Utd to thrash birmingham

and anybody wan to study during september hols? and aft prelims as well? i need to pia chem...and lit and econs as well...to a certain extent...

and shld i get ipod touch? my ipod video is going bonkers...tts wad happens after 3 years...

Labels: Dreaming of you tonight

Tuesday, August 11, 2009,11:04 pm

hmm

fri - national day celebrations! not as high as last year tho. sian

sat - slacked in e morning, den 172ed down to jurong point with Fabian to meet the s13 guys to celebrate Sam's birthday! yayz. took some time to decide where to eat, before finally choosing fish and co. den aft tt went alcohol shopping at ntuc. i wan carlsberggggggg

sun - church in e morning, long john silver at jurong point(again) in e early afternoon as well as nabbed a cool hot pink nike shirt, snoozed in e late afternoon before going to uncle's house in evening to celebrate cousins birthday as well as watch ndp and singapore idol. haha singapore idol rocks, if only for its glass-breaking screeches. den watched Man Utd vs girl's name at night...screw you the team in blue. ah nvm. id rather lose the community shield and win everything else than the other way around

and from all the reviews ive been reading, lg arena owns blackberry storm. so how.....???

plus i was never attracted by the iphone, so now y am i suddenly reading all about e iphone 3gs??? weird...

Thursday, August 06, 2009,11:58 pm

I'm Just a Kid
Simple Plan

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

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haha love this song. think practically everyone can relate to it

national day celebrations tmr! singapore jersey woots

and then i'll be watching Man Utd thrash girl's name on sunday!!! ^^^^ life's fun without academics, innit?

and also finally got napfa silver!!!!! woohooooo donch have to worry abt 8 weeks anymore. now i can concentrate fully on A levels without worrying abt being tortured for an extra 2 months

Sunday, August 02, 2009,12:03 am

ah. finally can put pics

ok. first of all: IT SUCKS BEING SICK. blah. five day mc. lucky only fever and cough...totally no signs of flu. usually when im sick, my nose starts running like its the olympics. ah well. anw i think im super behind ald. tried reading the transition elements tutorial to catch up and im like, wtf are ligands?!?! plus ive been flunking the prelim papers frm other jcs. gg

at least i ald finished self-studying and doing the correlation coefficients the previous week. so much more fun than freaking hypothesis testing

and: TWO MORE WEEKSSSSSSSSS!!!!! till the EPL season resumes and im watching Man Utd thrash everyone else muahahaha

yea and my spanking brilliant jerseys

yea this cost $111. pro eh

and this cost $124!!! now i have to start other cycle of saving cash

and shld i buy the Man Utd away jersey? nah prolly not. maybe i'll get the shorts, since i can wear those during pe

Labels: Glory Glory Man Utd