Tuesday, November 21, 2006,8:46 pm
seriously pissed now
i make plans to go out with both of you. i try...forget it. just get straight to the point. you dont include me in your conversations. its as though im invisible. a piece of wood. maybe ur friendly when its just one on one. maybe its just because you have no one else to talk to. but when theres two of you, boom! whos terence? huh? i dont know anyone called terence! fuck...i might as well stop hanging out with both of you. maybe it will be more peaceful without me. id be better off slacking at home, playing fifa until i rot. i go out with you, try to enjoy myself, and then...fuck. ask you where you want to go: DUNNO. ask you wat you want to eat: DUNNO. ask you this, ask you that, try to start conversation: DUNNO. two words: FUCK IT (apologies to DX). in fact, i think only one person out of you four really gives a damn about me...and tts the same person out of you four who even bothered to wish me happy birthday back in august...tts another thing: u can get each other presents, but wat about me?? call me your friend?
BULLSHIT. im nothing to you. fuckasses...in fact, the only times today whereby i enjoyed myself were when i met hester (at e bus terminal) and brian (at plaza singapura). fuck
ok, enough about tt shit. maybe i'll cool off in a few days. maybe i wont. on to my favourite topic
to the slayers: CCAB! can we please go and play??? my legs are getting cramps from not playing football...a trip to queensway would be welcome too
at least theres 2 big games to look forward to this week: Celtic in approximately 6.5 hours and Chelsea on Sunday...np, shld be a clean sweep for Man Utd (take that Yinglun hahaha)
